Search of the writer in me

Will to write is getting all the more strong with each passing attempt getting unsuccessful...writing has never been my cup of tea not for the lack of better words but for the ever looming indecisiveness about the topic and the inability to visualise the words taking a shape...I am a picture person...sketching is much more easier for me than putting words on paper that make some sense...I don’t mean to say that I am a good one...but I will not disappoint you if given to sketch, just need to have the right mind...but the same doesn’t apply for writing not atleast for me..or may be, I still have not explored the mood that I need for writing but then again that can said to be a result of some serious diversified effort for it...so it comes back again to trying....but how when and where...one of my writer friends told me once just try writing for something that you don’t need to make an effort for...but till now the only such piece have been this one...which I still am not sure is a writing or just me blabbering in my head...